Isn't it Friday yet?

Pages written since yesterday: None. But I will write later tonight, I just wanted to write this blog first. Because it seemed more fun. And easier.

I'm going to weigh myself on Monday because I don't believe in the day to day weighing thing. It makes me manic. So, next Monday tune in to see how much weight I lost! It will be amazing!

I have been so hungry all day long. I am still hungry and I had dinner like 20 minutes ago. I know if I was doing weight watchers the right way, I would be full of my "filling foods" but I must be doing it wrong because I am not at all full.

My days are too long. I wake up each day at 7:30, take a shower, eat breakfast and throw on whatever clean clothes I can find (this is sometimes successful, sometimes not. I often pull semi clean clothes out of the dirty laundry. Actually, who am I kidding, they are not always even semi clean.) I then take a 50 minute BART ride to San Francisco. This whole process takes me until about 9:45. I work all day and then BART back home. Most days I get home about 7:00. My mom and I eat dinner, maybe watch some TV and then I sleep. This is why I am saving up for first and last months rent. This is why I don't have time for the gym, or for my friends or for writing. I dream of an apartment closer to the city. Actually, I dream about living like next door to the office so I can wake up at 9:30 and waltz into work refreshed and happy, but that isn't practical on my budget.

I thought all day about what I would write in this blog, and all I can come up with is a long winded rant about commute times. I'm just cranky I guess. Starting my "new improved" life was hard today. I don't feel full, I didn't sleep well last night and work today was pretty hard. And my favorite part of the day is talking to my boyfriend on the phone (since its hard to see him in person, what with all my commuting) only he's too busy to talk tonight. In his defense, he really is too busy. He wakes up even earlier than I do to get to culinary school. But still. And I let down a friend by not being around to see her, and I'm afraid I'm going to let her down again, because during the week, I basically work, eat and sleep and I never see anyone. Only now I eat less. Hopefully.

But tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow is going to be an amazing day! Just because I say so! Huzzah! (I'm trying out the Pollyanna thing. If I can say it with enough conviction I am sure to believe it.)

That's all from me.