Few and far between

Well, my posts this week have been few and far between. Its not that I'm busy...it's just that I am exhausted.

Even now I'm having trouble thinking of anything to say because my mind is just, basically shutting down for the night.

I love my job, but this week was tough. And so was last week. I must be hitting that 4 month slump at which point the newness of the job has worn off, but you still don't really feel like you know what you are doing yet so you are trying to convince everyone you know exactly what you are doing because you aren't "new" anymore. Only by trying so hard to impress everyone, you've managed to put way too much pressure on yourself. And you would hate to ask a question that might make it look like you don't know what you are doing because that would ruin the illusion you have created. And just for a minute each day your old job sounds nice again just because you knew what you were doing. You know, that place? That's where I am.

In other news, I figured out that if I don't spend money on anything besides essentials, I can pay my credit card off in 4 months! This would be easier if I could decide what was and was not essential in my life. Is eating out essential? What about theatre?

In any case, 4 months seems like really far away, but I bet it will sneak up on me, like the months are wont to do. (That's a weird phrase...wont to do....I really like it, but where did such a phrase come from...?)

For now I'm going to go brush my teeth, because I sense that I may fall asleep quickly and without warning and I would hate to go to bed with dirty teeth.