Well I gained .9 pounds this week, I have no money (my bank tells me my net worth is in the negatives) and I have a pile of dirty laundry that is so big it can no longer be contained by my closet doors.
And my grandmother is in town.
Have any of you tried to lose weight when your German grandmother is in town? She doesn't understand what it means to not use butter. She has no intention of letting you eat light. She's making lasagna right now.
I have to admit I'm feeling sort of down. I wanted to use this blog to track my little successes but today I have to confess that I went out to eat last night, charged it on my credit card and ate without restraint. I guess I just can't muster up any self control at all. What do you do when you are fat and broke and your commute is so long it makes you want to die?
Honestly, I'm just really hoping my boyfriend makes it big as an actor.
But this Wednesday is Ceasar Chavez day and I get the day off! And next week I am off to the soothing sands of Sea Ranch. So there is light coming.
As a side note: I may not have internet up in Sea Ranch so I'll do lots of updating this week so you won't feel deprived next week when I may or may not post.
I'm off to battle that lasagna. It's so going to kick my butt.
OMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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